KAIEN's (:

Freedom.

2012-02-23T10:21:00.001+08:00

Finally. All is done. Yesterday.
But really like no life. After exams go home. I can't even believe myself. It's really the last of poly life..

Anyway Maine saved me from rotting at home. And went clubbing at night with qiu and her friends.
It's been long.

Something is a miss. But I can't figure out what. Maybe I should just stop thinking about it.

I guess I won't see you guys anymore.

Kaien. You need to stop hoping. It's not going to happen.

KAIEN.

1 more.

2012-02-21T20:58:00.003+08:00

THIS TOTALLY SUCKS.
WHY EVERYTHING SO ALIEN.
I DON'T KNOW WHERE TO START.
I DON'T KNOW WHAT I AM SUPPOSED TO STUDY.
HOW HOW HOW HOW HOW HOW HOW.

SOMEONE. KILL. ME. NOW!

KAIEN.

Endure.

2012-02-20T23:04:00.001+08:00

Just 2 more.
Don't give up just yet..

4 days.

Week 2.

Sigh.

KAIEN.

Sleepy.

2012-02-19T17:51:00.003+08:00

Trying to study but so very sleepy ):
Due to the lack of rest?
Had been running 3 nights in a row.
Crazy much.

Eyes, please be good and weigh lesser.

KAIEN.

Few more to go.

2012-02-17T20:20:00.001+08:00

FOCUS.

So freaking difficult.

KAIEN.

1 down. 3 to go.

2012-02-16T22:04:00.003+08:00

I guess Retail is alright today.
Next week is what I fear. Sigh.
Need.Help.Desperately.

Had been meeting my babes a lot these days.
My only companions when I need the most.
But still, vexed.
Very very vexed.

Hi baby J. Love you.
Everything he does makes me laugh.
Carefree.

I need to study.
Stop feeling vexed. Need to study.

9 more days.

猜不透。
Waiting for 2 weeks?

NEED TO STUDY.
Nothing else matters okay. *chants x98823764893264723401 times*
KAIEN.

Enough.

2012-02-15T20:30:00.001+08:00

Having exam tomorrow and now this.

What is it that you want. Really.
It's been so long, what do you want from me.
Can't you just let the matter rest?
What do you gain from keep asking and asking with getting the same answer?
Hello? MOVE ON.

No point in asking me to meet up.
No point in wanting to talk.
There is nothing serious between us and there is nothing that we have to say.
STOP IT.

Don't think that I can't get over you.
Don't think that I still have feelings for you.
Don't think that there will still be any chance that I will be back to you.
NO. Really no.

Don't think that I can't get over you.
I've never blogged anything about my relationship before.
Congrats, you're the first.

But sorry, it's not a nice post.
It's not anything that I'm proud of.

KAIEN.

Happy Valentines!

2012-02-14T02:32:00.001+08:00

Happy valentine's day to all couples, lovers, whatever! Hahaha!

I just realized the 2 idiots posted on my blog. Tsk!
Anyway yes, I love them!
& since very sadly I have no valentine, they're my valentines! Hehehehe! Xoxo.
Nothing lasts longer than this kind of friendship.

Wondering and secretly hoping for things that would never come.
BYE!

KAIEN.

The 2 shameless idiots.

2012-02-14T01:05:00.001+08:00

MY BEST FRIENDS AND I LOVE THEM ^^

Lost.

2012-02-13T11:45:00.001+08:00

Met up with xy, grace and jh last night for drinking session.
We finished 1 bottle in an hour I think?
& after that is totally FML period.

For the first time, I see the world spin.
For the first time, I feel so giddy I just lay on the floor.
For the first time, I totally lost control over myself.
For the first time, I don't know what I had texted and tweeted.
For the first time, I SERIOUSLY FEEL SO BAD.

What had I done to myself.
Getting drunk was never in my list. Okay I wasn't drunk. Just too high. Over the top. Kept laughing. Now recalling, it's so retarded.

& now after all that, I had to read whatever that I had texted or tweeted to know what exactly went on last night.
& can someone please tell me why?
People say when you get drunk you forget everything and wake up fine.
But I woke up feeling so freaking down.
A huge urge to cry but just couldn't.
It sucks. Really really sucks. Makes me feel like screaming.

Leave me alone.

KAIEN.

This is it.

2012-02-09T23:53:00.000+08:00

School's out finally, since yesterday.
For lessons I mean, not officially.

I guess the 3 years in RP did make an impact although I really hate it sometimes.
The people I meet. Crazy, fun, irritating, annoying etc.
I had a total of 5 different classes and had a hell lot of hi-bye friends.
Some don't even bother to say hi.
We're as good as strangers. The negative side of having too many different classes.
Anyway, pros and cons.

Well, I'm still glad that there are some really fun people I've met in these 3 years and are still in contact.
Mainly people from my year 1 classes.
W34L, W35E.
Xinyi, Grace, Beelin, Junhan, Shirley, Cheng Heng, Nielsen, Ruby, Sarah, Jon.
Pardon me if I miss out anyone. But they are the ones that I won't forget for sure.
Unforgettable people (:

Hmm, I don't really like my year 2 classes.
But yah, there are still people that are fun to be around.
Jovi is one very random close friend in one of my year 2 class that I gained. Thanks to the Korea trip. Haha.
Otherwise I don't think we'll be talking much anyway.
My 猪大姐 LOL.
Other than him, people that I'm closer to now from year 2 class would be Dom and Keith.
The 2 most random people that I'm still in contact with currently. Lol.
Fun people to be around!

I HAD TO LAUGH AT THIS PHOTO. HAHAHA

Year 3.
First semester at intern. Gained colleagues instead of friends.
Pretty glad that I'm attached to Philips with awesome colleagues who are patient enough and not blow their top for any mistakes that I had made.
Thankful.

Semester 2, the most recent class.
Totally insane classmates.
We may not be extremely united as a class but they are seriously fun to be with.
A very noisy bunch though. But that's where all the jokes and nonsense comes in.
Love all of them.
& I'm super extremely ultimately glad that this semester, all my faci are awesome.
Okay lah, maybe the Lean faci not as awesome but whatever :X

& of course not forgetting my FYP team mates.
Huiying, Dionis, Caroline, Eugene.
From the start other than Huiying I basically know none of them.
But they are friendly and fun enough to be with lah.
Although still a bit awkward at times cause it's as though we come from different worlds.
Still, pulled thorough the 15 weeks and completed the damn FYP :D
( Just realized. I have totally no photos with my FYP mates at all.. )

& also, thanks to RP, I got to travel to Korea as well as the upcoming Hong Kong.
The only thing I love RP for other than just giving me a chance to meet all the wonderful peeps! Heee (:

This sums up my life in poly I suppose? Heh.

Enough of blabbering.
1 week to the last UT that I'm gonna take in RP.
Get it done and that's it.
BWAHAHAHAHA.

16 days.

KAIEN.

Can't wait!

2012-02-06T22:19:00.001+08:00

2 more days of school.
1 week of study break.
4 days of UT.
&.... ?

H.O.L.I.D.A.Y!!!!

Yeah man!
Seriously can't wait!

19 days to get away with babies.
37 days to get away with school/classmates.

I AM SO GONNA ENJOY MY HOLIDAYS!!!

BUTTTTTTTTT..
WHAT TO DO AFTER ALL THOSE ENJOYMENT?!
Sigh.

Enrollment for uni has already started.
But not interested in further studies.
Shall get a decent job first.
BUT WORK AS WHAT LAH ):

Why uh, after diploma so stress one.
Me no like )':

Goodbye.

KAIEN.

The countdown begins.

2012-02-05T20:18:00.000+08:00

20 days babies! WOOOOO!

KAIEN.

CNY visiting with them (:

2012-02-03T00:41:00.001+08:00

Went to 百米粉 for dinner with the E4 usuals and went to mr yip's house for visiting.

Come to think of it, I got to know mr yip when I was 15 and when CSS was just 5 years old. But now the school is 12. I feel old :/

Anyway, had an impromptu trip to Larry's house too! Hahah!

These people are really awesome and I hope the meet ups would continue on and on. And of course visiting mr yip every year :p

Love you'll! xoxo.

Labeled ah lian -.-

2012-02-01T23:55:00.003+08:00

Very ah lian meh?! I still can't get over this :/
People who saw this all agree that I look like one. Rudy even commented he thought I was one when I first saw me. And it's unbelievable.
WHICH PART OF ME SAY I LIAN?! ):
Ever since year 1.. T_T

Anyway I did something I never thought I would before. Going window shopping at town alone.
Now I can officially say I'm #foreveralone right. HAHAHA
Yes, I was that bored at home. Everyone is busy with their own stuff. What to do.

Booked tickets and hotel for getaway!
Can't wait!

KAIEN.

We will be young and wild and free

2012-02-01T12:59:00.001+08:00

Finally, today marks the end of FYP. Eh actually not really uh. Still have company presentation next week. Anyway, done with school so at least 1 less thing to worry about already.

Presentation today didn't go too well for me I think. Stuttered. Eh, ah, erm.. All came out -.- #FAIL
But it's over. So pass can already. Pretty please!

2 weeks later UT3. Get it over and done with and I will be done with RP! I guess I will still miss school although I complain a lot. Heh.
But for sure, I will miss my beloved classmates over these 3 years.

Nothing to be happy of graduating actually. Cause? Job, money, future. I'm clueless.

Sigh.

& I miss your nonsense.
Really don't know why it has to be this way suddenly.

KAIEN.

Somebody kill meeeeeee.

2012-01-30T22:12:00.002+08:00

SO VEXED.

Finally, FYP ending this week.
But there are still a lot of last minute stuff to be done.
Get it over and done with fast, please.
I don't ask for much. Just let me pass.

UT3 is coming soon.
Looking forward to the 22nd.
& after that, get away with babies.
Leave this place.

So much shits going on.
Up, down, left, right.
Let it rain on me.

& can anybody tell me, why are you'll the same?
The similarities seriously.. TSK.
You, yes you. Reminded me of someone back when I was 16.
Not good. Not good at all.

Courage. I guess I need it more than anything else now.

KAIEN.

Sick cat

2012-01-29T12:58:00.001+08:00

Cough sore throat minor flu.
Started since CNY eve is still on going.
Cough is the worst.
It comes in a chain till I can't even catch my breath. Dying from it already seriously -.-
I think I'm having minor sore eyes also. This suckkkkkkkkkkk!!!!

Side track.
CNY at maine's house yesterday.
Didn't really have fun cause all her family members gamblers!!! :X
But yah got a few adorable kids with horrendous attitude.
Baby sitting them = minus years to live.
Haha.

Oh. FYP final presentation on this coming Wednesday. Ppt not done. HOHO. Die.

Anyway, dreams are so far from reality.
Guess the dream was too realistic. Cause It didn't happen anyway.

KAIEN.

CNY Day 2.

2012-01-24T22:38:00.001+08:00

EAT, EAT, EAT. FAT DIE.

KAIEN.

Happy Lunar New Year!

2012-01-24T00:53:00.000+08:00

It's finally here.
The day where I get ang paos.
Heh. The only thing I look forward to.
Or.. Maybe not.
Cause I get to spend time with my beloved cousins too.

Anyway, hopefully everyone had a great day.
But well, I didn't.
Too personal to be elaborated in a blog post.
Yup..

& adding on to it, I HAVE NO VOICE.
On the first day of new year I lost my voice.
That sucks.

Oh well.
Whatever.
At least I got to enjoy on new year's eve.
& I reached home at 8 in the morning.
It's in my book of records already.

KAIEN.

Moved on.

2012-01-21T17:16:00.000+08:00

Hi!
2more days to CNY.
Not so excited.

Anyway, movie marathon-ed yesterday.
Well.. Kind of.
Watched 2 movies in a row.
Heheh! Tired max but fun!
Loving mid-night movies.

It kind of became a habit now for me to wait for texts by Qiu to ask me out to hang out at night on Fridays.
Drink, talk, have fun till dawn.
Mom is gonna kill me soon.
But it's the companion that matters.
Okay although maybe other than Qiu I don't really know the people that I hang out with.
But all I know that they are crazyyyyyyyy!
& should I say fun-loving?
Hahaha.

Oh by the wayyyy.
Got into this topic with Qiu about ex'es.
& I gotta agree.
Some are crazy.

Ignored.

KAIEN.

I only miss you when I'm breathing. & half the time I wish I'm dead.

2012-01-12T21:14:00.002+08:00

Supposed to be completing my RJ but no mood to do so so here I am.
I wanna rant. I wanna make these feelings go away.
How?

I guess most of the time I'm colder than a reptile.
Makes myself feel better.
But well no matter how hard I try to hide how I really feel, it won't work.

Have anyone ever wondered?
The way I treat people around me?
Different people different treatment.
I have my reasons.
& it helps me realize how much I actually mean to them.

Come and go.
HTHT with Ah Piao and it didn't work much.
It's been long since the last time I had this huge urge to burst out crying.
Fighting this urge every now and then ain't easy.
Why not just cry? I don't see a reason to.
I know. Metal teeth.

Forget it. I also know forget it.
If only it's as easy as it sounds.

I'm such an ass, such a whiner.
If. If that's the reason why.
I'd rather be #foreveralone.

KAIEN.

@#$%^&*

2012-01-11T23:09:00.000+08:00

You know what sucks?
The sense of guilt.

It just comes attacking me making me feel like total shit.
I can't concentrate, I can't do anything without the thought coming in.
I can't handle this.

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH.
Fuck this.
The simplest reason why..

KAIEN.

New Layout?

2012-01-08T21:26:00.001+08:00

Blogger's new layout sucks. Like so different.

Anyways, I am so tired I don't know why.
Stayed home the whole day except going out for dinner.
Totally rotten.

Procurement UT on Wednesday. I haven study.
Yessssss. I know I'm dead.
Heh.

SO MOODY.
WTH IS THIS. URGH.

I wanna rant. But there's nothing to rant.
@#$%^&*()
Damn it.

BYE.

KAIEN

It's a new year (:

2012-01-03T23:10:00.002+08:00

HIIII.
Chivas was forced into this photo so obviously he wouldn't look cute :p

School started today.
Like fast only. Last term of school. Last lap.
But hey, I'm in need of motivation.
Can't seem to make myself study.
Pathetic much?

On the brighter note, FYP is finishing somewhere this month.
Unfortunately I have almost nothing done. Again.
Where in the world is my contribution?
God knows. Tsk.

So.. CNY is around the corner.
But well, I'm not that excited.
Clothes haven buy, no preparation at all.
Friday out with Jadine to buy. Hopefully I get something out of it.

Oh yes btw.
I've changed. Yes.
But so have you.
So stop complaining that I treat you differently.
Be glad that I am still able to talk to you.
Cause know why?
If its the me some time ago, I won't even bother to talk to you.
& now I'm saying this..
You're doing everything wrong.
There you have it.
Doubt you'll read it anyway.

& how could I forget?
Mr know it all, don't think that you know it all.
Thanks.
Cause in actual fact, you don't.

Bye.

KAIEN.

Last day of 2011.

2011-12-31T19:02:00.002+08:00

Okay. Time really flies.
It's the end of 2011 already.
& I'm graduating soon. OH NO.
Erm. Not the main point.

So 2011 is ending in like 5 hours?
& yeah. A lot has happened.
Realization. Growing up. Changes etc.

Firstly there isn't any space for regrets.
So yah, I hold no regrets.
But yup. I personally feel that I've changed a lot this year.
Well I'm not the only changing one obviously.
People around me all changed. Negative to positive. Positive to negative.
Just that I don't know if my change was negative or positive.
Either way, I don't really care. Heh.
But well whatever.

So the last 2 days of 2011 ain't as awesome.
Cracked my phone screen.
& just when I thought today was a happy day..
SHIT HAPPENED.
Okay that's life. Fine I'll live with it.

Not gonna pin much hopes on 2012.
Happy with the way things are now.
Just hope whoever I wanna keep in contact with will still be in contact since we'll all be busy with our own lives very soon.

& here are 3 things that I really want in 2012:

Happiness and good health for me and all my loved ones.
Get poly life over and done with, get my cert and off to work.
Get a decent job with a decent pay enough for me and my family.

Not too much to ask for right?
Okay bye.
May 2012 be and awesome year! (:

KAIEN.

I can't agree more.

2011-12-30T01:48:00.003+08:00

Directly copied this out of qiu's blog cause found it to be really true.

有钱未必开心，可是没有钱一定不开心
Stop living in denial, reality is the shit that happen.
How insignificant you are to others can hurt that much, but that just prove how unworthy they are of you.
No point being good, because at the end of the day, no one appreciate your effort.
Never let that few second of happiness land you up in that forever hell.
Friends are forever until they found a boyfriend.

Lazy to edit anything so yeah. Here it is.

& 1 more thing to add on.
Appreciate those who knows how to appreciate you.
Well, things change.
I want to believe but some things just kind of makes me wonder.

Okay. It's 1:51 AM and not the time to emo.
Goodnight.

KAIEN.

In the blink of an eye.

2011-12-27T17:04:00.002+08:00

Hellooooooo.

Back to blogging and it's already the 27th of December.
Just a few more days till the end of 2011.
& also, a few more days till school starts.
Not looking forward to it!
My holidays are ending fast ):
But these 2 short weeks of holiday was awesome up till now lah.

Christmas wasn't bad either.
Spent my Christmas and Christmas eve with babies :D
Enjoyed much! Hehehehe.

Anyway, had been drinking too much in these 2 weeks.
But since I don't do it often I shall make it exceptional since it's due to celebrations :p
HAHA. Excuses to make myself feel better. I know.

Bad news..
I HAVE NOR STARTED STUDYING.
Had been enjoying too much I guess?
No feel to study at all. BAD. VERY BAD.

& guess who's here to stay for about 10 days?

Yes, CHIVAS! :D

But I'm gonna get headaches by bringing him for walks and all.
Oh well. It's too lovable though. (:

KAIEN.

But I never told you.

2011-12-24T01:45:00.002+08:00

So much going on in my first week of holiday.
Spending money like water.
Financially tight now.
Not working, no income. ):

Anyway, this holiday is pretty much awesome.
Had celebrations, outings, class bonding sessions.
I guess this year is ending well (:
Hopefully it'll continue till next year and on and on...

Pretty much enjoying life now.
But not done with studies.
Still have UT after holiday :/

Hmm..
To my emo babies.
Cheer up! :D
This year is coming to an end and next year will be better!
Love you girls!
xoxo.

KAIEN.

Goner.

2011-12-14T20:26:00.002+08:00

SO DEAD FOR RETAIL UT2.
NOT LOOKING FORWARD TO THE RESULT AT ALL.
Sigh.
Faci cheat feeling one.
Say easy easy end up like shit. )':

Anyway, all results for UT1 are out.
Ultimately glad that I passed all modules.
BUT... The D+ IS FREAKING UGLY CAN!
Procurement, you suck big time.
& wait, I MUST DO BETTER FOR UT2! >:(

Most importantly, I wanna thank YANG JUN HAN.
You had been a great help.
Thanks for taking your time out to help me and accompany me study.
I LOVE YOU! HAHAHAH!
YOU'RE THE AWESOMESTTTTTTT! :D

KAIEN.

SHIT.

2011-12-13T21:47:00.002+08:00

My parents need to stop giving me heart attacks.
KILL ME.

KAIEN.

So true!

2011-12-13T19:54:00.002+08:00

Studying halfway, got distracted by facebook and I can't help it but had to blog this!

Makes sense right! HAHA!

Anyway, not really in any mood these few days.
Everything just sucks.

2 more days baby! WOOOO! :D

KAIEN.

Fact.

2011-12-08T20:56:00.003+08:00

Truth hurts.
Reality sucks.

But if by being truthful and frank means the end..
Then yup.
It will be the end.

Changed.
I'm no longer gonna run, hide and ignore.
This time, I'm not gonna keep anything in.
What needs to be known, should be known.

Regardless of what situation.

KAIEN.

Browsing.

2011-12-05T23:01:00.002+08:00

Exactly 1 week till UT starts again :/
Sigh.

Anyway, had been browsing through my photos again.
& I kinda miss my crazy red hair.

But no, I'm not gonna do something this crazy again.
Heh.
Most importantly, I MISS MY REBONDED HAIR AT WAIST LENGTH.
So sad. )':

Dear hair, please grow faster.

KAIEN.

(:

2011-11-28T22:26:00.005+08:00

Happened to see this from Nette's blog.

& yeah, I miss those times.
When was the last time I did this?
Last year? Over at Nette's.
How many times have we said that we want overnight! ):
You all so busy. DISLIKE.

& yes. BFFF thanks like 10000X uh.
This photo is awesome. HAHAH!

At least I am a special kind of idiot to you huh :p
HAHAHHA!

KAIEN.

So much. So many. Too much.

2011-11-23T22:13:00.003+08:00

So many things going on.
Time flying too fast.
School work ain't going too well.
Mood swings still out of control.
UT not good.
FYP stress.

Sometimes I don't know what I want, who I am, neither do I know what's best for me.
Future is so bleak I can't even see a teeny weeny bit of lighting through the tunnel.

Tired of feeling stupid.
Tired of feeling fat.
Tired of finding who I am.

Teach me to be contented.

Anyway, BFFF!
You gotta cheer up yo!
Willing to be your listening ear uh!
You willing to share, I willing to listen (:
Don't stress already! :D

KAIEN.

Two down. Two to go.

2011-11-14T20:30:00.003+08:00

Supposed to be finishing up my stuff for the day now but heck uh.
Feeling so dead lazy.

Anyway, Retail UT is down!
Hmm.. Feel that I MIGHT be able to pass. Really hope eh.
Got damn retarded mistake -.-

& SCM faci went through answers today.
EMO SHIT.
It's like I'm going to fail.
She said she'll be lenient in marking so.. PLEASE PASS.

& guess what.
I am so so so so so moody today.
Went for first break with a couple of friends.
They wanted to smoke so I followed.
The guy offered me cigarette and I was SO TEMPTED TO DO SO.
I must be mad.
Yes, that was how moody I was this morning.
Managed to control though.
So I STILL HATE SMOKERS! BLEAH.

BFFF managed to make my day though! ♥
Thanks. You never fail! Haha
& thanks anyone who tried to make me smile.
Much appreciated (:

I have no idea what is wrong with me these days.
I get moody so easily. What's more? FOR NO FREAKING REASONS.
Getting out of hand eh.
Need control already.
Breathe and smile. Heh.

&&&&& I LEFT THE BEST FOR THE LAST.
I FINALLY GOT A FREAKING 'A' FOR MY DAILY GRADE.
Awesome hor! This totally lifted my mood to a maximum.
& it's a module that I never expected to get 'A'.
Procurement.
WOOHOOOO.
But this week.. Hmm.. :/

Oh wells.
That's all folks.
Bye!

This time, I'm going back to the girl I was the night you found me.

KAIEN.

One of the worst.

2011-11-12T23:27:00.002+08:00

Okay, totally wasted my day today.
Plan to study major fail -.-

& I here what you're about to see, is one of the worst picture I could find of myself.
I hope I don't regret posting this. :X
Wait for it.

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B O O !

Eh, DO NOT LAUGH.
I was 14. LOL

Bored.
Gonna go school tomorrow.
There goes my sunday :/

KAIEN.

One down.

2011-11-10T20:21:00.002+08:00

Heyyyyyyyyy!

UT started. SCM is down!
& I am so disappointed.
Mistakes all over. FML.
I want to pass it so badly.
Better pass at least if not I'm gonna emo ):

Pictures taken with Ah Piao before UT to chillax a bit. Hehe.

I.AM.VERY.EXTREMELY.TIRED.EXHAUSTED.SLEEPY.
Tomorrow is Friday.
TGIF? Not so. Don't have the Friday feel.

Bye.

KAIEN.

All little things.

2011-11-07T00:28:00.002+08:00

Just a little update.

As planned, went to school on Sat with JunHan.
I spent 7 hours in school (including lunch and all nonsense)
But hey, I did study alright.
Thanks JunHan for helping (:

After studying went to meet my babies for a little catch up session.
As long as they are happy, I am happy :D
& Maine, don't think so much lah! Haha!

Oh! Met up with Eugene with Maine after Nette left also.
Catching up session also. Hee.
& I found myself a new love.
Sit inside a car on a rainy day, looking out of the window and listen to emo songs.
I AM NOT EMO OKAY.
Just like that feeling. Kind of weird. I know. LOL

Sundayyyyyyyyyyyy.
Planned to dye my hair initially.
But then decided to go to aunt's house instead.

I love them.

KAIEN.

Silence.

2011-11-05T01:15:00.003+08:00

CAN'T AGREE MORE.

KAIEN.

Over the years.

2011-11-05T00:17:00.002+08:00

Nothing better to do.
So I just looked through all my self photos over the years.
& I realized how big the change is.
Some more is look damn funny one.
I shall upload next time.
Have a good laugh. HAHAHA

Anyway, next week UT!
Haven start studying!
I.AM.SO.DEAD.
Gonna go school later cause JunHan says he's gonna teach me lean.
Hopefully I manage to learn something uh.

Last thing, I don't know why my brain is so freaking dead today.
Can't process a shit -.-
I need more sleep.

Thank god I didn't go clubbing tonight. Woots~

Bye.

KAIEN.

BOO!

2011-10-30T18:23:00.003+08:00

I AM SO HUNGRY RIGHT NOW. ):
Waiting for mom to be backkkkkkkk.

Anyway, this is going to sound retarded.
After being an iPhone user for almost a year, I DON'T KNOW HOW TO TRANSFER PHOTOS FROM PHONE TO LAPTOP.
-.-

& why am I feeling so restless these days?
Keep feeling sleepy.
DISLIKE!

When oh when will I start studying for UT.
Someone slap me.

KAIEN.

Week 4.

2011-10-27T17:05:00.002+08:00

Hello! I'm blogging in class with not a single soul around me.
Done with whatever that needs to be done and nothing to do.
So here I am!

Anyway, it's the start of week 4. 1 month since school started.
UT schedule is out.
Don't know should be happy or what.
Sigh. NOT PREPARED.

I wanna do well for this last semester.
But it kind of seems that my brain isn't working well.
How uh?
But I'm glad that I have kind souls around me who volunteers to help.
Hehe. Love you'll!

Still, no confidence leh.
STUDY. MUST STUDY.
Yah, I always say don't do.

MOTIVATE ME PLEASE.
Pretty sure I've changed. But, not enough!

UT1
10/11/11 - Supply Chain Management
14/11/11 - Retail Logistics
18/11/11 - Lean Manufacturing and Six Sigma
24/11/11 - Procurement

UT2
12/12/11 - Supply Chain Management
14/12/11 - Retail Logistics
11/01/12 - Lean Manufacturing and Six Sigma
17/01/12 - Procurement

KAIEN.

Fail.

2011-10-25T23:22:00.000+08:00

NO
NO
NO
STILL NO

FAIL.

KAIEN.

Can't help it.

2011-10-20T00:15:00.003+08:00

JANUARY=CHATTER
Loves to chat. Loves those who love them. Loves to takes things at the centre. Inner and physical beauty. Lies but doesn’t pretend. Gets angry often. Treats friends importantly. Brave and fearless. Always making friends. Easily hurt but recovers easily. Daydreamer. Opinionated. Does not care to cont...rol emotions. Unpredictable.
Extremely smart, but definitely the hottest AND sexiest of them MFE.
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FEBRUARY=THUG
Abstract thoughts. Loves reality and abstract. Intelligent and clever. Changing personality. Attractive. sexiest out of everyone.A real speed demon. Has more than one best friend. Temperamental. Quiet, shy and humble. Honest and loyal. Determined to reach goals. Loves freedom. Rebellious when restricted. Loves aggressiveness. Too sensitive and easily hurt. Gets angry really easily but does not show it. Dislikes unnecessary things. Loves making friends but rarely shows it. Daring and stubborn. Ambitious. Realizing dreams and hopes. Sharp. Loves entertainment and leisure. Romantic on the inside not outside. Superstitious and ludicrous. Spendthrift. Tries to learn to show emotions.
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MARCH=GORGEOUS
Drop dead gorgeous!!! Attractive personality. Very sexy!!. Affectionate & Secretive. Naturally honest, generous and sympathetic. Chatterbox! Loves to talk alot! Loves to get their way! . Unbelievable kisser! Easily angered. Very stubborn in the most way possible! Loves to get noticed! Willing to take risks for others. Makes good choices. Has a great fashion sense! Maybe a little too popular with others . Outgoing and crazy at times! Intelligent. Can sometimes be a heartbreaker! Can love as much as possible! Hates insults. Loves compliments! and quiet the charmer. Trustworthy. Appreciative and returns kindness. The best in bed out of the other 11 months!! Hardly shows emotions. Tends to bottle up feelings. Observant and assesses others.likes to keep theyre crushes kinda secret.pretty much flawless.
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APRIL=SEXY
Suave and compromising.. Funny and humorous. Stubborn. Very talkative. Calm and cool. Kind and sympathetic. Concerned and detailed. Loyal. Does work well with others. Very confident. Sensitive.. Positive Attitude. Thinking generous. Good memory. Clever and knowledgeable. Loves to look for information. Able to cheer everyone up and/or make them laugh. Able to motivate oneself and others. Understanding. Fun to be around. Outgoing. Hyper. Bubbly personality. Secretive. Boy/girl crazy. Loves sports, music, leisure and travelling. Systematic.. Hot but has brains.
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MAY=LOVER
Hella sexy, loves sex n making luv, tends to be SOOOOO hott!! Active and dynamic. Decisive and haste but tends to regret. Attractive and affectionate to oneself. Strong mentality. Loves attention. Diplomatic. Consoling, friendly and solves people’s problems. Brave and fearless. Adventurous. Loving and caring. Suave and generous. Usually you have many friends. Enjoys to make love. Emotional. Stubborn. Hasty. Good memory. Moving, motivates oneself and others. Loves to travel and explore. Sometimes sexy in a way that only their lover can understand.
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JUNE =FINEASS
Fun to be with. Loves to try new things. Boy/girls LOVE you. You are very hott. Secretive. Difficult to fathom and to be understood. Quiet unless excited or tensed. Takesrep pride in oneself. Has reputation. Easily consoled. Honest. Concerned about people’s feelings. Tactful. Friendly. Approachable. Emotional temperamental and unpredictable. Moody and easily hurt. Witty and sparkly.spazzy at times.Not revengeful. Forgiving but never forgets. dislikes nonsensical and unnecessary things. Guides others physically and mentally. Sensitive and forms impressions carefully. Caring and loving. Treats others equally. Strong sense of sympathy. Wary and sharp. Judges people through observations. Hardworking. No difficulties in studying. Loves to be alone. Always broods about the past and the old friends. Waits for friends. Never looks for friends. Not aggressive unless provoked. Loves to be loved. Easily hurt but takes long to recover.
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JULY=GANGSTA
You’ve got the best personality and are an absolute pleasure to be around. You love to make new friends and be outgoing. You are a great flirt and more than likely have a very attractive partner, a wicked hottie. Like somebody with a JUNE brithday. It is also more likely than that you have a massive record collection. When it comes to films, you know how to pick them and may one day become a famous actor/actress yourself - heck, you’ve got the looks for it!!!
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AUGUST=ATTITUDE
outgoing personality. takes risks. feeds on attention. self control. kind hearted. Self confident. loud and boisterous. VERY revengeful. easy to get along with and talk to. has an “every thing’s peachy” attitude. likes talking and singing. loves music. daydreamer. easily distracted. Hates not being trusted. BIG imagination. loves to be loved. hates studying. in need of “that someone”. longs for freedom. rebellious when withheld or restricted. lives by “no pain no gain” caring. always a suspect. playful. mysterious. “charming” or “beautiful” to everyone. stubborn. curious.. independent. strong willed. a fighter.
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SEPTEMBER=IMP
Loves to chat. Loves those who love them. Loves to takes things at the centre. Great in bed. Inner and physical beauty. Doesn’t pretend. Gets angry often. A meaningful love life partner. Makes right choices. Treats friends importantly. Brave and fearless. Always making friends. Does not harm others. It is all about love and fairness. Easily hurt and hard to recover. Daydreamer and does fullfill. Opinionated. Does not care to control emotions. Knows what to do, to have fun. Unpredictable. Someone to have close to you. Extremely smart, but definitely the hottest AND sexiest of them all.
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OCTOBER=HOTTIE
Trustworthy and loyal. Very passionate and dangerous. Wild at times. Knows how to have fun. Sexy and mysterious. Everyone is drawn towards your inner and outer beauty and independent personality. Playful, but secretive. Very emotional and temperamental sometimes. Meets new people easily and very social in a group. Fearless and independent. Can hold their own. Stands out in a crowd. Essentially very smart. Usually, you ever begin a relationship with someone from this month, hold on to them because their one of a kind.
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NOVEMBER=SWEETIE
Stubborn and hard-hearted. Strong-willed and highly motivated. Sharp thoughts. Easily angered. Attracts others and loves attention. Deep feelings. Beautiful physically and mentally. Firm Standpoint. Needs no motivation. Shy towards opposite sex. Easily consoled. Systematic (left brain). Loves to dream. Strong clairvoyance. Understanding. Sickness usually in the ear and neck.. Good imagination. Good physical. Weak breathing. Loves literature and the arts. Loves travelling. Dislike being at home. Restless. having many children. Hardworking. High spirited.
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DECEMBER=BEAUTY
This straight-up means ur the most good-looking Loyal and generous. Patriotic. Competitive in everything. Active in games and interactions. Impatient and hasty. Ambitious. Influential in organizations. Fun to be with. Easy to talk to, though hard to understand. Thinks far with vision, yet complicated to know. Easily influenced by kindness. Polite and soft-spoken. Having lots of ideas. Sensitive. Active mind. Hesitating, tends to delay. Choosy and always wants the Stubborn and hard-hearted. Strong-willed and highly motivated. Sharp thoughts. Easily angered. Attracts others and loves attention. Deep feelings. Beautiful physically and mentally. Firm Standpoint. Needs no motivation. Shy towards opposite sex. Easily consoled. Systematic (left brain). Loves to dream. Loves freedom. Strong clairvoyance. Understanding. Sickness usually in the ear and neck. Good imagination. Good physical. Weak breathing. Loves literature and the arts. Loves travelling. Dislike being at home. Restless. having many children. Hardworking. High spirited.

First week of school.

2011-10-12T00:28:00.003+08:00

STRESS AHHHH!
People in class work so fast.
I get left out behind and that's it. GONE.
But thank goodness I still have JunHan to help me in my Lean & Six Sigma.
But others.. CMI.

Anyway, here's a new nickname that Jovi gave me.
I actually created a picture of it.
Shows how bored I am right. Hahaha.
See this.

SOTONG CAT. LOL

Okay, FYP tomorrow.
Time is flying. Year 3 shall fly by~

KAIEN.

Oh school.

2011-10-05T20:43:00.001+08:00

I can't believe it.
School is starting tomorrow ):
AHHHHH SO FREAKING SAD.
Why must time fly so fast?
Can rewind?
K asking stupid questions only.

Anyway, visited the warehouse for the second time today.
& damn it.
There's so much things that we don't know.
Plus I have totally no ideas to give.
I sat quiet while listening to them talk.
Hopeless.
Now then I realized I learned nothing in my 2 years of poly life.
Pathetic.

Kill meeeeeeeeeeee. ):

KAIEN.

SOT to Korea. FYP. School.

2011-10-03T22:25:00.003+08:00

Time flies. It's already October..

The last 2 weeks of my holiday was hectic!

But really enjoyable though. (:

First, I got a one week getaway to Korea with school.

It was a learning trip but it is really awesome.

We had funnnnn!

& I'm confident enough to say that all that went did enjoyed to a maximum.

I never thought that it would be this fun.

Cause people that I went with were not that close to me.

But all of us went crazy eventually.

HAHAH!

I especially missed 3pm and all the time our group spent together with all the nonsense!
I miss all the laughter, all the smiles and all the fun.

& the last night in the hotel where Jovi got 'drunk'.

So damn funny.

I miss Korea so much! I wish to go there again during their autumn or winter.

Cause the weather is just so awesomeeeeeeee!

Sigh, I really do wish to get there again.

& after I came back from Korea..

Time to get serious.

I'm still in holiday mood though ):

But well, had to keep all the fun memories and start focusing.

Cause FYP has started.

I really hope that I'll do well here cause I've lost hope in my studies.

Hopefully FYP will pull up some grades?

School is starting in another 2 days.

But I'm still not ready, neither am I looking forward to school. ):

Can I have more holidays please?

It just feels that I haven't had enough fun.

Oh well.

It's the last lap.

Give it all and it's all over in no time.

OMG. I finally bothered to blog.

KAIEN.

Celebrations, Kbox, Final Destination 5, Pizza Hut (:

2011-08-30T00:07:00.003+08:00

Awesomeeeeeeeeeee day!
Celebrated David and HY's 19th birthday.
Sang at Kbox.
Watched Fianl Destination 5. (Super gore. Me likes. Hehehe!)
Dinner @ Pizza Hut.
Camwhore! (:

Spent money like no need money -.-

So anyway, photos!

Death hates to be cheated...
You guys becareful now...

KAIEN.

Pomo.

2011-08-09T00:44:00.002+08:00

First day of work today and it was alright?
Sales was pathetic but I managed to place a screen protector nicely. Hehe -.-
Try harder tomorrow? Hmm.

Anyway, HAPPY 46TH BIRTHDAY SINGAPORE!
This is home, truly, where I know I must be~ :D

K, working later.
Goodbyeness.

Urgh, I'm gonna miss the live broadcast of NDP ):

KAIEN.

End of intern (:

2011-08-07T00:37:00.003+08:00

Finally, end of these 4 months.
I must say people there were the best.
I don't think it'll be that easy to find people like them to work with in the future.
They're friendly, caring, patient, funny etc.
They laugh their stress off, get serious and suddenly crazy.
Hahaha. Best!

Working there really gave me a lot of fond memories to remember.
Welcoming, people's day, celebrations, lunch and farewell.
I'm thankful and glad to have been working with, and met people like them (:
I'm so gonna miss my team of colleagues.

Of course not forgetting the whole group of purchasing team!

So overall, internship was not as dreadful as I thought it would be.
Well.. Except for the reports :/

KAIEN.

Swimming.

2011-07-28T21:57:00.002+08:00

After ages without swimming, I set foot into the swimming complex again.

With nette (:

Seriously can't remember when was the last time I swam.

But the feeling was great!

Although I'm already suffering muscle aches from both my arms and thighs after swimming 12 long laps :/

Still, I had fun (:

Made my day so much better!

I think I'm going to walk like an old woman tomorrow.

Oh well.

The price to pay for being a lazy bum! :P

I should cancel off all expectations..

It's time.

KAIEN.

气死了！

2011-07-28T16:05:00.001+08:00

Pay not out yet. I'm officially broke. Broke as in really broke that type of broke. Broke till I can't pay for a proper meal. Broke till I can't top up my card. WHY ISN'T THE PAY OUT YET?!

I'm so angry. So upset. With myself.
I spend so much but I don't even know what I spend on. Why did I spend so fast?! I always say I want to save but end up it'll still be the same. Why? What went wrong? Sigh.

I super dislike owing people money. Cause end up I'll still need to pay off my debts and I'll still be broke. I don't like others to treat me eat. It just feels so wrong when there's no occasion and others treat me cause they know I'm broke. Just makes me feel even more pathetic than I already am.

I'm not trying to take pity on myself here. URGH I'm just so angry at myself!!! FML.

KAIEN.

Hello!

2011-07-11T21:31:00.001+08:00

I have no eyes!

Bye bye! Hee.

-.-

KAIEN.

Dead.

2011-07-07T23:27:00.002+08:00

Sorry, blog dead.

Will update when I have pictures hahah!

Ciaos! (:

KAIEN.

Thoughts...

2011-06-29T23:11:00.002+08:00

Met up with Bee and Eric for dinner.

Hmm, second time meeting up with Eric but I don't feel stressed talking to him.

Unlike other new people that I've met.

In fact it feels like I've known him for quite some time.

Anyway, main topic..

We met up, we talked.

But not talking cock lah. Blah.

He told us about his life.

& I must say he led an exciting life.

There were so much happening.

He may be a 'paikia', but he's got his own goals in life.

He knows exactly what he wants for his future.

As in, all he got was an N level cert.

& at the age of 20, what position is he in at service line?

A manager of a F&B company.

Can you imagine?

Like he said, he worked damn hard for it.

& all that he said led me thinking.

So what if he doesn't like to study?

So what if he quit schooling?

So what if he's not the good boy type?

He's got his future planned out.

& as for me?

So what if I come out as a diploma holder at the age of 20?

So what if I school?

So what when I did whatever I'm doing now?

For my future? No.

I have no plans for my future.

I've got no goals.

I have totally no idea what I want.

At the age of 20, he's a manager without high qualifications.

At the age of 20, I'm a lost soul with diploma.

Comparing like this, I feel so useless.

I have no where to go.

He said so much that I can't list all out.

But this really made sense,

Singapore is a highly competitive country. In years to come majority will be diploma holders.

So.. I was thinking, so what if I hold a diploma?

Even degree holders may find it difficult to get jobs.

I really wonder what I'm studying for.

Yes, I dislike studying.

& know why? Maybe cause I have no goals.

There is nothing in life that I want to achieve and fight for.

Success in the future, who won't want it?

Earn enough money for family and self, normal wish.

But how when there are no goals?

At times like this I really feel pathetic for myself -.-

I've been living, going 19 years.

& I don't know what I want or like.

Pathetic ain't it?

Listening to Eric, I feel so ashamed of myself.

Sigh.

Where do I start?

I'm heading no where )':

KAIEN.

Nothing matters.

2011-06-10T21:09:00.002+08:00

Dislike random mood swings, thoughts and whatsoever.

I'm tired of thinking about stuff.

Just makes me more confused and feel down.

What should be will be.

Doesn't matter where I stand anymore.

Effort? Hmm..

KAIEN.

Suay Day -.-

2011-06-07T22:06:00.002+08:00

Sigh, planned to go swimming with Nette and Maine initially.

But these two kuku must have the same problem together.

So first plan destroyed.

Wanted to visit Baby J with Nette.

Ended up today was their family day.

Plan two failed.

Asked Nette and Maine out for dinner.

Both cannot.

Plan three failed.

Already feel damn sian.

Three failed plans in a day.

& guess what?

When I was walking home, I kena bird shit on my hand.

However better can the day get? Tsk!

Buy 4D also won't so zhun lah!

Met up with Sihao for dinner instead.

Was supposed to meet at Northpoint but when I reach Yishun this ass is still in RP.

Okay nevermind.

Traveled down to Woodlands instead.

END UP I HAD TO WAIT.

Thank you uh BFFF.

You want meet me end up I wait for you. Tsk! Haha.

Anyway, thank you for the meal.

& please stop hinting that I'm short okay.

SLAP YOUR FACE THEN YOU KNOW!

Hmmm.. 4 more days.

Can't wait! (:

KAIEN.

Boooo!

2011-05-24T23:38:00.001+08:00

Decided to revive my blog once again. But well.. There is actually nothing for me to update at all.
Daily routine always the same. Work work work. Go out. Eat. Go home. Sleep.

Hmm.. But I have a list of task to do. Problem is will I be able to cause all also need money. *bangs head on wall*

1) Wilson's birthday celebration tomorrow.
2) meet up with Joveina
3) meet up with ah piao
4) pay bill
5) new handphone casing (got tired of current one)
6) watch movies! :p
7) buy some apparels maybe

With all the above, how to save money -.- sigh. why why why must everything relate to money.

I dont understand how I never manage to get enough even when I'm working and I don't go shopping. O.o

KAIEN.

Belated Mothers' Day Celebration.

2011-05-14T23:46:00.003+08:00

Went over to aunt's house to cook food for all my aunts who are moms.
All my cousins helped out in the cooking.
Kind of amazed by what we did.
But Diwei did the most lah.
He came up with all the ideas and prepared the food.

These were what we made.
All taste awesome k.
Hahahah! (:
& we prepared for a total of 18 people.
Exhausting much.

KAIEN.

Sick ahhhhh!! ):

2011-05-09T00:31:00.001+08:00

Hate being sick.

Started feeling weird at work on Friday and indeed.. Got fever at night. Then I felt better. Thought everything was alright.

End up when I went out on Saturday, my vision suddenly blurred. And eventually I lost my vision and hearing. What made things worse was I was in the train and I felt like fainting and vomiting. There was no one to help.
Managed to find my way out of the mrt like a blind mice. I feel my eyes wide open but everything was pitch dark.
Don't know where I'm going. Just walked.
Lucky I did not fall into the track. If not you may not see me today. Haha -.-

Anyway I managed to find a place to sit down and hooray. Got back my vision. But the moment I stood up, the same thing repeats.

I thought i was going to die. No really. I'm not joking. I was so scared I freaking cried.

Called someone for help and bought drink and food for me. Hehe! Thanks! :D
Got better, managed to walk, no blur vision. Totally alright except for the fever.
Took panadol afterwards and fever gone!
So happy you know?

And today..
Flu, cough and random fever. On and off like fun only.
Now my temperature is 37.8
Still wondering if I should take MC for tomorrow.
I'm very lazy to go till polyclinic to get MC.
But I definitely do not want what happened in the mrt to happen again.
Sigh.

This is the worst of all the sickness I got in my 19 years of life.
For the first time I almost fainted. For the first time I was sick for 3 days and not yet recovered.

What did I do to deserve this -.-

KAIEN.

Blogging at work :X

2011-05-05T13:56:00.002+08:00

Hellooooo.
BORED. HEADACHE. NOTHING TO DO.
So shall blog. Haha

Working was alright.
As usual staring at excel all the way.
Another look at excel makes me wanna faint.
But what to do. -.-!

The weather these days like total crap.
One moment the sun is super hot.
Next moment the rain is here.
& the temperature is totally corrupted.
Supposed to me cooling but still feels warm with no wind.
Sucks.

& I'm sick of taking trains.
People push here and there. Want alight also difficult.
Can youo imagine you have to squeeze your way to the door from the middle of the train?
& when you finally get to the door people from outside push you in?
Can't they just let people alight first?
Rushing for work also don't need like that right.
Irritating max lor.
Think we should all learn from people who take morning trains from Bishan.
They actually queue to go in, and not push around.
That would be a good habit.

& I just realised I had been ranting through this post.
I'm really a grumpy girl arn't I?
Hmm..

Something happy to blog about?
Can't think of any for now.
But I know that I did enjoy my day with my babes on 2/5/11 (:
Weeee~
I miss baby J.
He is the ultimate happy pill that never fails to fix a smile on my face.

KAIEN.

Half day of work! (:

2011-04-30T00:30:00.002+08:00

Yay! Had half day at work cause there's a company event for people's day.
We went prawning at Geylang.
Was kind of bored at first cause I only know people from my department.
But well, it turned out fine after some time. Kind of fun.
They are all quite friendly. Haha.

Anyway, I ended up in the same team as Joanne and Cedric.
Had fun prawning with them but it's kind of irritating with Cedric's rate of getting prawns. Tsk.
We had to prawn as much as possible cause we actually have to compete among teams to see which team's catch was heavier.
Although my team had alot of catches but we only got 0.9kg which was 0.2kg behind the first team.
Sad. Haha.
After catching still need cook and present.
The below belonged to my team.
But obviously I'm not included in the cooking part.

Amazingly Cedric was the one who thought about the way to get the prawns to be cooked.
He don't look like one who cooks at all. -.-"

All teams were graded in the cooking.
3 teams, including my team got the same points.
So they used 中及密码 to determine the winner.
My boss was the one who gave the number and Cedric knows his favorite number.
So obviously you know which team won lah.
Funny enough, the prize for winning was the company's house brand iron. LOL

After work went to watch A Chinese Ghost Movie.
Not bad uh. Time flew by.
& then dinner and homed.

So many events coming up at one shot.

Gahhhhh. Sigh.

KAIEN.

Tag Reply:

sihao: scammer scammer scammer!
kaien: See no evil. :D

To do list.

2011-04-27T23:11:00.002+08:00

Shopping
Buy presents
Birthday celebrations
Buffets ( I'll balloon up in no time :/ )
Save money
Work, eat, sleep, work, eat, sleep ...

I guess I won't be able to save up much this month either.
But I'm going to try my best to keep my daily budget to $10/day.

Hmm.. Don't tell me what to do.
Cause you don't know how I feel.
I know you mean well and your advises do help at times.
But there are exceptions.

KAIEN.

Pervert -.-

2011-04-26T22:35:00.002+08:00

Early morning ran into some pervert who rubs his dick against my butt.
Well, at first thought cause the train was packed so he was near me, so forget it. Keep quiet.
But after awhile it gets weird.
No matter how I move he is always rubbing against me! -.-
& the movement of the train was not that bad either.
But he moves left right left right.
The more I keep quite the more he moves towards me. URGH!
But when I turned around he alighted the next stop.
GAHHHH! FEELS LIKE I GOT MOLESTED AND ITS SO DAMN DISGUSTING.
Some more he is a young guy lor.
Back view not handsome. Think he too despo or what cause nobody want. TSK.
I hope his next victim will kick him till he squat on the floor and cry!!!!!
I should have elbowed him since I'm short enough uh?! !@#$%^&*(
Angry.
Morning trains were never my favorite! AHHHHHHH! >:(

Work today was all about excel.
So many numbers, so many spread sheets.
See till I blur.
Switch here and there to make the spread sheet into one file.
Took me hours!
But VLOOKUP is quite an interesting function eh. Haha.

So tired. So tired.
Can I sleep and not wake up for work tomorrow? ):
& I'm out of clothes to wear for work.
Shopping spree needed.

KAIEN.

Oh, hello there.

2011-04-25T22:56:00.002+08:00

Working was still the same.
All that I did today was scan all the documents and consolidate them and organize into folders.
And after that all I did was waste time. Lol.

Well, finished my week1 report and its pathetically short as compared to Joanne's.
She had 3 pages for week 1. Wow.
But well, she had tonnes of things to do well I had none so can't be compared.

Anyway, they said that they're going to teach me the VLOOKUP function in excel.
Not my favorite but at least something. Hehe.
Hopefully there are enough things for me to add into my week2 report. Hmm..

& I FINALLY MET UP WITH NETTE AND QIU TODAY FOR DINNER.
YAY!
BEEN SO LONG.
THE VERY BUSY MAINE NOT FREE. SIGH.

Haven get pay, I'm broke, 3 people birthday coming up straight in a row.
T_T

What you think is good enough may never be.

KAIEN.

Tag Reply:

sihao: hamham scammer!
kaien: What scammer? No lor :X

Exhausted.

2011-04-20T23:09:00.002+08:00

Work today was still the same.
Nothing much except for tonnes of reading about documents and functions in excel.
There are linkages to the modules studied in school BUT this is much more detailed.
RAHHHHHS!

Anyway, my boss asked me along to a sound testing system among 2 different sound bars.
Call me 'sua ku' but I've never really heard music or watched movie from sound bars and I did both today.
Very awesome. It's a once in a lifetime experience for me I guess?
Since I don't usually bother about sound systems.
But now, I have to since I'm working in a Home Theater System department.
Cheyyyy. I'm trying to make it sound cool. HAHAHAHA!
Hmm, I hope I get something out of this IIP cause there are so much to learn!!
& I hope I get to go overseas business trips with them too.
Cedric told me he would propose this idea to boss. * cross fingers *

&&&&&&&, I AM REALLY GETTING FATTER.
LOOK INTO THE MIRROR NOW, MY FACE LOOKS LIKE A SOCCER BALL.
But I know I always say want diet also major fail one.
So forget it. Just go with the flow. HAHAHAHHAA!!
But I still dislike a soccer ball face )':

KAIEN.

Tag reply:

xinyi: 4 months?!!!! so long!!! Goodluck!!!! So long nv eat lunch with you alr! junhan throw me away alr
xinyi: nv eat tgt liao! hahaha!
kaien: Xinyi! You still reading my blog! Touched. Hahaha! Yah lor. I miss you!! That JH got new friends don't want old one already. *shakes head*

Am I gonna get used to this?

2011-04-19T22:03:00.006+08:00

Second day of work.
Had so much to read up on.
So much to absorb.
But read so much also no use cause I can't understand what the slides are saying.
Kind of alien to me although there are links to what I learned.
So I suppose whatever I learned had been returned back to my faci.

& after knowing what all my colleagues does, I feel dead.
Excel, Inventory Management, Operation Planning.
I'm gonna cryyyyyyyyy.

First day, trying to kill the boredness.

Second day, already sian liao :X

& I got my official pass for Philips! Hehe!

4 more months to go~

KAIEN.

First day of work.

2011-04-18T23:38:00.002+08:00

Guess it's alright.
Except that it rained early morning and headache struck me and felt dizzy for the whole day.

& same for everyone, first day rot there nothing to do.
Anyway, think my colleagues are fun people although we do have quite a wide range of age gap :X
Still they're nice. Hehe (:

I hope this internship will turn out well and not stress me out.
4 months! Jiayou to meeeeeeeeeee and all others too.

Okay, should sleep now.
OhHowIHateWorkingLifeAsWellAsOfficeHours.com
Squeezed like a sardine.
Smell the sweat.
Stepped on the toe.
Rude asses.

KAIEN.

Revived (:

2011-04-10T23:39:00.002+08:00

So.. Back to blogging.
I'm too lazy, tired and out of things to blog about cause there is nothing interesting at all.

Anyway, first off I'm still working 6 days per week even when my attachment will be starting next week.
& ever since my holidays started, I had been working non stop.
No life or what?
Plus, I had been repeating that I wanna visit Qiu and baby J for 2 weeks now and still, I have not got to see them. Tsk ):
My 2 babes are coming back next week! 1 1/2 months went by just like that. Is it just me or is time flying too fast?

Hmm attachment officially starts next monday.
But I still don't know how to go to that place and what time I am supposed to report to work.
Awesome.
I looked up on the internet and found the map.
I could alight at both Bradell and Toa Payoh but can't seem to figure out which way would be faster.
& both like same distance away.
Either way I would still need to take bus and alight 3 bus stops after. Zzz.

Rahhs!! I am so not excited or ready for attachment. ):

KAIEN.

Sniffs.

2011-03-30T00:48:00.002+08:00

Back from EXPO.
Had been resting the past 2 days.
Need to get back to work later.

Think I had not been getting enough rest.
Having sore throat and slight flu ):
& my skin condition is extremely bad.
Guess the time spent in air conditioned room was too long.
The skin on my face can be peeled off.
Disgusting to a maximum.

Lastly, pay delayed.
How awesome right. Tsk.
I NEED TO PAY MY BILLS YO.
HURRY HURRY.

KAIEN.

What changed?

2011-03-22T00:42:00.002+08:00

Tired.
Going to school later.
Finally finished up my documents to be handed up later.
UT results will be out later, as told.

Boring life.
Work, sleep, work, sleep.
School, work, sleep.
work, work, work, sleep.
Is this how a 19 year old should live?
I SERIOUSLY DON'T THINK SO.
WHERE IS THE FUN? Sigh.

I feel as though I've missed out so much.
There is no excitement.
How did my life become so boring?
Best part, I see no future.

I MISS A CAREFREE LIFE.
But still life goes on. Time flies. Can only forward, can't play back.
Brighter note: Growing = independence.
Still there are so much negative things to be thought about.
Gosh, stop thinking.

KAIEN.

Work + work = $$$ BUT $$$ = Pay bills = No $$$ -.-

2011-03-21T00:04:00.002+08:00

Sometimes I really don't know what the hell I'm working for.
Been working 6 days per week but after I calculated my pay for the moth it feels so pathetic.
& after paying my bills, about half my pay would be gone.
Teach me to survive. I'm gonna budget everything.
I can't figure out where all my money is spent.

I don't shop
I don't spend much on entertainment
Working all week = where to spend my money?
I have concession which means I do not have to top up my EZ link.

So, where did I spend all my moneyyyyyyy?!
I NEED TO START A SAVINGS PLAN FOR ME. HAVE TO.
RAHHHHHHHS!!

Gotta work tomorrow, go back to school on Tuesday, get my ass back to work on Wednesday, and the rest of the week on full shift for EXPO.
Hope I don't fall sick like how I did last year :X

CAN'T WAIT FOR PAY DAY. IT FEELS HORRIBLE TO LIVE A MONTH WITH AN EMPTY WALLET. )':

Internship will be starting on 18th April.
Still wondering if I should continue with C4 on weekends.
But that will mean no off day for me unless I work C4 1 day per week. LOL

Faraway land, distance, and more distance.
Feels so weird. Anyone knows how I feel?

KAIEN.

Moodswings.com

2011-03-07T21:58:00.002+08:00

Serious mood swings going on.
I have no idea why.
I can throw my temper, go crazy and then for no reason, I cry.
Sick in the head already.
Sounds like I'm very stressed?
Hmm. Guess not?

Babes are already at London!
Send them off at the airport and unexpectedly I cried. Lol
Never thought that I would feel so sad to see them off.
See you both in April!
Please take care in the cold cold weather and don't come back with an accent!
So happy to have been on the phone with you'll just now (:
Chat again soon and do keep in contact!
Must miss me okay? HAHAHA :P
Loves!!

Working is my life now.
6 days per week. How awesome.
I can't wait for pay day which is like 3 weeks later -.-
Back to SQ today and tomorrow.
Hmm.. As usual, some customers think they're so great.
For goodness sake, when you give that face please look into the mirror and see how ugly you are.
Thank you.
Oh by the way, don't give that face for 15 cents.
Nonsensical.

& I still don't know when is my IIP starting and when I need to get my ass back to school and what is my job scope.
Bang wall.
PLUS I HAVEN PRINT OUT MY DOCUMENTS! :X

没有希望就不会有失望。
How true can it be..

KAIEN.

HOHOHO.

2011-03-01T20:59:00.002+08:00

I know my attachment company le.
Philips Electronics Pte Ltd.
Don't even know what we're supposed to do there.
Lucky I have Joanne with me. HEHE.
& an unknown guy.
Wonder if the company is at Toa Payoh or Pasir Ris.
If it's at Pasir Ris I sure faint -.-

Hmm.. Wonder when IIP will start.
Still need constant follow ups.
Need print this fill that.
Go back to school do this do that.
Zzzzzzzz....

& hor. I just realised I'm left with $20 for the rest of this month!
Very awesome. NOT. ):
What to do? Result of being too lazy to work. Tsk.

Why is my mood these few days so bad? Sigh.

KAIEN.

Bored.

2011-02-24T23:36:00.002+08:00

Had nothing better to do and have nothing to update.
So I shall update stupid things, like this one below.
I can't help but to laugh at myself. HAHAHA

I like the one in black and white best.
HAHAHAA! :P
& I realize all my EZlink photos look like shit. Tsk ):

KAIEN.

Post number 900!

2011-02-23T23:29:00.003+08:00

Waiting for post 1000! HAHAHAH!

Anyway, this Monday last paper.
Tuesday onwards work my heads off.
MUAHAHAH!
Money come money come. $_$
I NEED TO PAY MY $177 BILL! )':
HIGH TO THE MAX.

Sigh.
MAINE AND NETTE WILL BE LEAVING ME BEHIND FOR 6 WEEKS SOON WHILE THEY LEAVE FOR UK! D':
Don't have time to meet up + can't even celebrate Maine's birthday + can't send them off = VERY EMO.
RAHHHHHHHHHHHS! );

I FEEL SO EXHAUSTED NOW.
Too long never work le. Kns.

KAIEN.

Hi.

2011-02-17T23:21:00.001+08:00

Welcome. You are officially reading the blog of the most useless person right now.
K thanks bye.

3 more days to UT3.

2011-02-10T20:07:00.003+08:00

Guess what.
I HAVE TOUCHED ON NOTHING YET.
& I have exactly 75 problems to understand.
Awesome. Seriously I am too lazy to study.
How? The 6Ps are the best way to drive me sleep.
):

No motivationnnnnnnnnnn.
Motivation had left me since the start of year 2.
Sigh.

Anyway, I was flipping through my book and found this.

All written by Nette. This SCB. HAHAHA!

AHHHHHHHHHHHHH!
HOW DID I BECOME SO LAZY?!!!!

KAIEN.

CNY updates!

2011-02-07T21:17:00.002+08:00

New Year's Eve, 3/2/2011

My new bedsheet! LOVED.

Poor table :X

CNY Day 1, 4/2/2011

Admit it! I have good looking and gorgeous cousins! Heheheh!

CNY Day 2, 5/2/2011

She made this pose herself. Cute or what! HAHA

His name is CHIVAS! Loveeeeee.

CNY Day 4, 6/2/2011

KAIEN.

& again.

2011-02-07T10:47:00.002+08:00

I'm blogging in school to kill time.
I feel super distracted.
I can't focus on anything.
My mind can't stop running.
How do I explain this shit ass feeling within me?
What is happening?
I feel so lost.

I'm hanging on a thin line that would break anytime.

KAIEN.

While clearing...

2011-01-27T21:52:00.003+08:00

Had nothing better to do today so I've decided to clear up my room a little.
I found alot of stuff from the old days.
Oh how much I've missed those days.
I even found my NCC certs and O Level time table.
I feel like a rubbish collector already cause I don't want throw anything. LOL

Here are some things that I've found:

So many "love letters" HAHAHA

I can't remember who drew this for me and I kept it till now. Lol

Eileen made this. Still found it cute after so long. (:

& this. AHHHHH! I MISS TAIWAN!!! )':

Next, introducing Dominic.
This shall teach you to not zilian with my phone.
MUAHAHAHAHHAHA!!
p/s: You said I can't facebook it, never say can't blog :P

CNY next week.
But there's no excitement. Oh well.
Guess it's gonna be a boring new year.
Only looking forward to the long weekend ;D

This pain is torturing!!!!! )':

KAIEN.

春联 LOL

2011-01-24T23:11:00.002+08:00

Heng told me this this morning.
Said it was from a newspaper.
Found it funny. LOL
Really sad life.

Imagine this is the 春联 on your door.
HHAHAHA

KAIEN.

Week 13!

2011-01-20T21:50:00.003+08:00

ITS FINALLY WEEK 13!!
2 MORE TORTURING WEEKS.

I received my bill for the month and I WANNA CRY.
For 2 months, I had my bills over $90.
Doesn't make any sense.
But this month was because I have no more free sms.
Kill me anyone?
I WANT IPHONE.
IPHONE IPHONEEEEEEEEEE!!
WHEN WILL YOU EVER BE AVAILABLE?!
I NEED TO RECONTRACTTTTT D':
RAHHHHHHHS.

EMO.COM ): ): ): ):

Anyway, HAPPY 19TH TO TIANG SIHAO.
SO OLD. TSK. HAHAHHA!
I will remember the ham ham I promised you so just wait okay.
You will get it soon. I think. :P

I realized I had been pretty busy this week.
School, shopping, outing, training, meet ups.
Woohoooo! I'm a busy woman. AHAHA!

Gonna have IIP training tomorrow.
This means I'll end school at 7:30pm.
AHHHHHHHHHHHH!~
THIS MEANS I'LL BE IN SCHOOL FOR 10 HOURS!!!
WTHHHHHH?!?!?!
SAME GOES FOR NEXT MONDAY.
OMG.

Gonna meet up with babes to make sushi tomorrow night!! :D
YAY!

I STILL NEED TO GO SHOPPINGGGGGGGGGG!!

& I was just wondering..
I think people these days have no life.
They try every way to make others irritated, frustrated, agitated.
What's the whole point of doing so? May I know? -.-"
If that's the way you people find entertainment, please bang wall and die.

KAIEN.

CHILAKA!

2011-01-19T23:41:00.002+08:00

Went to Bugis with Sharo, Steven, Johnny, Ahmad and B.

Tiang SiHao! Thank you. Hahaha!

KAIEN.

Updateeeee!

2011-01-17T20:50:00.003+08:00

HELLO!
Had been pretty lazy/busy to update.
Since I'm super free and bored now, here are some updates!

14/1/2011, Friday.

Celebrated Desmond's belated and SiHao's advance birthday at Orchard! (:
Had dinner at Aoba and off we went to cut cake.
We celebrated their birthday infront of LV store outside Ion.
First time in history. Lol!

15/1/2011, Saturday.

I got my new contact lens, FINALLY!
Baby blueeeeeeee~
Tried a new brand from Korea. :D

16/1/2011, Sunday.

Went to Bugis with Lynn, Aiko and B to see see look look for new year clothes.
As usual, NOTHING CATCHES MY EYE.
So up till now, I bought nothing for CNY.
2 more weeks, where got time?!!

Anyway, after Bugis, met up with ShuYi, Gladys, Sharo, PeiMei, Wei Sin.
Went to Geylang to feast.
MUAHAHAHAHA!!
Cabbed home with PeiMei, Sharo and WeiSin.
& I reached home after 1am.
Mad tired!!

17/1/2011, Monday.

Many didn't turn up in class today.
& more than half the class partialed, of course including me.
HAHAHA!
Was not feeling well anyway.
Felt like puking since I woke up in the morning, UP TILL NOW!
GRRRR!

Dear tummy, please stop torturing me.
This feeling really really very very irritating.
If you want to make me throw up, please do so already.
Stop dragging. It sucks.

& lastly, you!
Hey you, yes you!
Your joke went abit too far today don't you think?
Anyway, its obvious that I'm kind of irritated by your 'joke'.
Time to learn to read faces.
& I'm not really angry. Just that you made me sound like some kind of a bitch/slut.
Whatever anyone would like to name it.
So yup. -.-!

KAIEN.

School sucks maximum.

2011-01-13T10:56:00.002+08:00

Blogging in school again.
Seem to be doing this a lot lately.
Cause school is damn boring and sucky plus I'm feeling emo out of the blue.
So yah -.-

Anyway, I would like to blog about this.
HOHOHO.

Tiang SiHao, see how much I've helped you?! HAHA!
My big name constantly appeared in your blog.
I'm awesome :D

Okay, shall blog more when I'm home.
Faci's back.
Kill me.

KAIEN.

11/1/11

2011-01-11T12:09:00.003+08:00

11/1/11 is the date.
888th post.
Nice numbers! Haha!

Went prawning with Sharo, Johnny and B!
What we got was really pathetic.
2 rods, 3 hours each and the total number of prawns we got was only 15.

We prawned till 12 plus at night and then cabbed home.
By the time I reached home it was almost 2am.
& school on the next day.
HAHAHAHH!

Still, prawning was fun (:

KAIEN.

Tag Reply:

JADINE: WAAAAHHH SO SWEET AH <3 src="http://www.cbox.ws/smilies/1/grin.gif" alt=":D" border="0">
kaien: Of course sweet lah. HAHAHA! I miss you'll too. And before CNY like difficult uh. :X

Cold cold day.

2011-01-10T20:59:00.003+08:00

It's been raining all day.
Is it because of the rain that it made me feel so down?
Hopefully not cause I love rainy days.

UT tomorrow but not interested to study.
RJ, evaluation, quiz all undone.
So unwilling to do these. Sigh.

Anyway, congrats to Jadine for doing well for your 'O' Level.
I hope what you got was what you were hoping for.
Go for whatever school you're interested in.
With your grade I think going anywhere would be easy.
Choose wisely! Don't be like me -.-
Update me again alright. (:

Seems like many people are falling sick.

Please take care and get well soon.

I hope the downpour in me goes away soon.
Got to keep myself occupied.

KAIEN.

Tag Replies:

sihao: LOL! TO THANK YOU! I NEVER THINK OF APOLOGISING! HAHAHAHA :X THANK YOU CHEW KAIEN!!
sihao: still cabbed down siaa.. Awwww
kaien: Super idiot. Welcome and don't think too much. I cabbed to school for my attendance, not for you. MUAHAHAHAHA!!

Tired. Sleepy. ):

2011-01-10T13:35:00.004+08:00

Blogging in school.
Bored, tired, sleepy.

Did not intend to come school today actually.
But I remembered that I have to lend SiHao calculator for UT.
So I actually cabbed down to school and reached school at 11am and came to class cause I've decided that I want my attendance.
End up this idiot told me he got calculator already.
Still can say don't think I'll be this nice.
RAHHHHHHS!
But okay lah, he bought me chocolate biscuit waffle to thank or apologise? HAHA
Still, I shall reconsider the birthday present thingy. HOHOHOH :X

Anyway I am super super ultimately sleepyyyyy!!!!!
& I'm sure I got enough sleep everyday.
But no matter how much I slept I still feel sleepy, lazy to wake up, just want to lay in bed.
Whyyyyyyy! D:
Maybe I'm just too sick of school. :P

Aiko, the noisiest chatterbox and most GL I've ever known. Hahahaha

KAIEN.

Heh.

2011-01-07T00:52:00.002+08:00

Blogging at 1am when I'm having school later -.-

I got my new hair color and new hair cut (although still long).
I'm loving it!
& it's really time to start off the new year.
It was not a great start though.
But things will be better I believe (:

Need to do some self reflection already.
& I wonder if I'll change. Haha :X

Hmm I think I'm gonna die of hunger already!
Only ate sandwich for the whole day.
Oh well, diet :D

Know what?
You won't bring me down anymore.
I'm not going to let this shit affect me anymore.
The first thing that I wanna do to start off 2011.
Grats, you made an impact.
But whatever.

KAIEN.

Goodbye 2010.

2011-01-04T20:09:00.003+08:00

Firstly, HAPPY BELATED NEW YEAR!
& I'm growing a year older :X

Goodbye 2010.
So much had happened in a year.

I want to thank those who stayed as a part of my life till now.
Especially my babes who never failed to be there.
I want to thank those who came in as a part of my life and left.
Cause you'll helped me grow stronger and understood life better, see things clearer.

Hello 2011.

Now that 2010 has passed, I shall look forward to 2011.
Hope that things will be better this year.
No new year resolutions just yet. Have not found any. ):

School has started with UTs going on.
2 down, 8 more to go. (including UT3)
& I just realized how shitty the last 5 weeks of this term would be.
Cause after this month, study 3 more days it would be CNY.
After CNY, study 1 more week and its UT3.
Then after 2 weeks of UT3 it would finally be the holidays.
WHY IS THE SCHOOL'S SCHEDULE SO PACKED?!!!

Anyway, had stopped working for more than a month.
Shall go back soon. Brokeeeeeeeee. )':

Okay goodbye.
May the last 5 weeks of school pass fast.

I WANNA DYE HAIRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR!

KAIEN.

Revived (:

2010-12-30T19:55:00.002+08:00

Hello~~ I'm back to blogging finally.
HAHAHA!!

15/12/2010

Dinner with Nette, Maine, Tony and Ziyang.
The dinner was horrible.
Thanks to the huge amount of ice creams!
Just thinking about it makes me wanna puke.

18/12/2010 - 24/12/2010

Off to Bangkok!!
Had an awesome timeeeeee :D

Hard Rock Cafe

A&W

25/12/2010

Christmas presents from Sharo and B! :D

27/12/2010

Steamboat with Lynn, B, Belle and Aiko.

Chocolate fondue

Okay, end.
Nothing much for the other days.
No pics. ):

Okay bye.
I hope there will be an awesome countdown to bid 2010 goodbye.
Till I blog again~

KAIEN.

Tag Reply:

AhMu: there someone who love/like/care abt u, and i think tat person wont wan to see u crying, Cheer!!!!
kaien: Who are you and who is that person o.o Anyway, thanks.

Your Call.

2010-12-09T23:04:00.002+08:00

It's playing on repeat.

KAIEN.

Bang wall.

2010-12-09T22:14:00.003+08:00

ITS WEEK 9!
WHICH MAKES 6 MORE WEEKS BEFORE THIS SEMESTER ENDS.
YAY!

1 more week to holidayyyyyyyy :D
9 more days before flying~

Anyway, almost everything was going fine today.
Until now -.-
It feels as though something bad is going to happen but you just don't know what's gonna happen.
& this feeling totally FML.
Even if anything were to happen, there are so many possibilities that you can't narrow down to just 1.
Cracks my brain, sets my imagination insane, made my heart pound abnormally.
Great. Just great.

Plus I don't know why.
But today wzdzdhxn. ):
Sigh.

AHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!
CKE, STOP WHINING.

KAIEN.

Damn.

2010-12-08T21:09:00.004+08:00

Everytime I feel upset and all alone,
I feel cold, shiver and cry sometimes.

WEAK.
What is wrong with me.
HATE THIS.

Maybe it's just cause I'm pushing the world away..
Cause I know there are people who would be there.
& I know exactly who they are.
I just don't feel good bothering them.

What a bother. )':

KAIEN.

Anger/Frustration

2010-12-07T22:35:00.004+08:00

Sometimes it really makes no sense how one fail to control one's emotions.
Sometimes there are things that one can't control.
Sometimes one don't even know what one is doing.
Sometimes its just freaking amazing how one's imagination can run so wild.
Sometimes its fucking amazing how one can make use of one's weakness.
Sometimes one just can't blame the other about what they think.
Sometimes its unbelievable how jealousy can harm others.
Sometimes one just don't seem to know what position they are in.
Sometimes one just don't fucking care about what others would think about what they say.
Sometimes sometimes sometimes sometimes sometimes.

SOMETIMES ITS JUST SO FUCKING IRRITATING TO REALIZE HOW MUCH YOU WISH TO BREAK DOWN AND CRY TILL THERE'S NO TOMORROW, TILL YOUR EYES ARE BLIND AND YOU REALIZE THAT YOUR TEARS ARE DRY.

BUT NOW I JUST FEEL LIKE SMASHING EVERYTHING WITHIN MY REACH, RUNNING OUT OF THIS PLACE, SIT SOMEWHERE ALONE AND JUST SCREAM TILL I LOSE MY VOICE.
CAN I? PRETTY PLEASE?!!!!!!!!!

KAIEN.

Shyt.

2010-12-01T22:58:00.002+08:00

URGHHHHHH!
I FEEL SO BAD!!!!
I'M REALLY VERY SORRY.
IT WAS JUST A RANDOM REMARK.

Anyway, good to know you're not offended in anyway.
& cheer up and take care alright.

KAIEN.

Start of December.

2010-12-01T22:14:00.002+08:00

December now.

17 more days.
1 more day.
Teeheeee!

It's such a boring day today that all I did was stare into space at home.
But I'm finally starting to watch Glee Season 2 now.
Which is extremely awesome!
Glee is officially my new addiction :D

Okay nothing to update on.

No wait..
To my darling Joveina.
I know you will be alright!
Cheering you on!
Jiayou okay! Gonna be over soon!
Take care and see you soon! (:

KAIEN.