2013 (:

Finally got feel to update.
But a short one.
Simple MUST DOs for year 2013.

• Stay in this job for more than 1 year
• Save money
• Lose weight
• Korea in winter. (I want to see snow. I must see snow. Greatest dream.)
• Have the best birthday celebration ever!
• Further studies maybe? (still on hold -.-)
• Fulfill what needs to be fulfilled and be happy.

Simple as that.

A breath of life to this little space of mine.

Hi. It's been awhile.

Distancing? I'm not even thinking anymore. Nothing matters at all. My life? No life. Even if some stuff do affect my mood, it wouldn't last. I'm separating myself from the world. From everyone. Somehow this way, I feel safe.

Our very first overnight.

Awesome overnight with them (:
Never thought that it would be as crazy as it was last night.
The guys were INSANE! Especially Niegel.
Pillow fights, extreme drinking, games, celebration, sing, laugh, fighting for blankets, noise pollution, squeezing in a bed, snores..
F.U.N!



Very unfortunately some asshole failed to turn up cause.......
& you missed out all the fun. Tsk!
Hopefully there will be a next time for an outing like this. And when that next time arrives, you better be there!
You know who you are hor! Idiot.

KAIEN.

On to the next stage.

Hello there.

I have officially graduated! Yay!
One of the proudest days of my entire life.
I know, it's just a diploma. But still I'm happy.
I made it through the 3 years, which I don't even know how.
Just glad that I made it (:
I wanna thank those who accompanied me through these 3 years.
They are the friends that cannot be replaced no matter how much an ass they are cause they like to laugh at me. Tsk.
Keep in touch!
& thank you my beloved Grace for coming all the way down just to take a few photos of my moment with me. Most appreciated. Love ya!







& so I thought that everything would go smoothly after grad day.
But alas, I was so wrong.

First and foremost, bro got hospitalized.
Almost scared me to death.
You know? I used to think that I will never drop a tear for him cause I'm so sick of how he is and how irresponsible he is.
But I guess no matter how much I hate him, he is still my brother. *irritated face*

Next well, I walked out of a friendship that accompanied me almost through the whole of my life.
Yes, I did.
I'm crazy? Yes I am.
I have my own reasons on why I am so pissed off and if I said it it's gonna make things worse so might as well just stfu.

Next to next, I LOST MY GOD DAMN WALLET.

1. That wallet is my birthday present of last year given by the people who meant the world to me.
2. I have my IC, 2 debit cards, some membership cards and my mom's ATM card in there.
3. There were classic passport photos of mine, and some others as well as my baby photo. DAMN IT.
4. There is something in there which means something to me although I know that it shouldn't. But still, I kept it all these while never wanting to lose it. Until now, I lost the whole wallet and so is that thing. Can't describe how heavy my heart is.
5. Other than the above, I can't really remember what other significant things I have in there. Hopefully nothing else.

Whichever kind soul that found it, please please pleaseeeeeee return the wallet to me, AS A WHOLE WITH NOTHING MISSING.

So many things happening, my life is no longer boring.
I have no time to think of anything else other than hoping and wishing for my wallet to be back and for other stuff to be back the way they were. Dreaming much.
No one knows how much memories this wallet has and I have totally no idea how stupid I can actually be to lose it. Seriously.

Veryyyyyyy lastly, I know you are very upset.
I know what was sent to you.
It's very unreasonable, ungentlemanly and I'm pretty much very pissed off with them.
But who am I to care. You have better listening ears.
Just take care, move on and stop breaking down.
"Don't cry over the past, just cry to get over it. Don't smile to hide the pain, just smile to heal the pain" - @TheWordsOfLife
I know it takes time, but at the same time, I know you can.

KAIEN.

Snorts.

I'm tired but pretty much reluctant to sleep.

Fail. Thank goodness I'm not working tmr. Teehee.

Met up with Nette! For a few hours of catching up. 

But well. Still happy (:

Bought my toy story polaroid film! Happy!

Just need to borrow a polaroid and snap awayyyyyy~

Mirror creates fake images.

Just look at that photo. If only I'm really this skinny.. 

AIM. 

I AM GETTING REALLY LAZY TO WORK.

I know I need the money but using up all my time to work there and having all the lack of sleep. Not worth.

Someone get me a stable job of at least $1800/month and 5 days work week and I will run from there instant. 

RAHHHHHHHS!

Tell me why is it so hard to get a freaking job.

KAIEN,

Boom Shakalaka.

Supposed to go Rebel yesterday.
But my babe carelessly fell and got hospitalized.
Please take care okay my dear.

& WHY MY WEEKENDS PASS SO FAST?!
It's always like this. Nothing fruitful done. Tsk.
Supposed to send more resumes and clean up my room a little.
But end up none were done -.-

Visited qiu today and played with the BMI machine.
Major emo. Sigh.

It's Monday again tomorrow.
Gonna work again.
Looking forward to Tuesday and Wednesday though.
& this week, I'm gonna burn one of my weekends at work.
Hopefully the event would be an awesome one.

Diet. DIET.
Stupid mouth, control a bit can?! Tsk.

Oh, read up on my horoscope thing that nette tagged me in.
So true at some points.
Scary.

KAIEN.

Hands up and touch the sky.

Hihihihihihi! I'm finally reviving this dead space of mine.

Had been working my ass off these days. And not full time. Almost 12 hours per day is no joke. And the pay I get is shit. Sucks.

Broke. I'm forever broke. Why uh why. Work also broke, no work also broke. Bang wall die. Really don't know why people can don't work and still spend like free.

Desperately awaiting calls from companies. I need something stable already. Take note of the word NEED. Sigh.

18 may. I'm waiting for you. Although not excited but still it's the official day that I had been waiting for.

KAIEN.