Pay not out yet. I'm officially broke. Broke as in really broke that type of broke. Broke till I can't pay for a proper meal. Broke till I can't top up my card. WHY ISN'T THE PAY OUT YET?!
I'm so angry. So upset. With myself.
I spend so much but I don't even know what I spend on. Why did I spend so fast?! I always say I want to save but end up it'll still be the same. Why? What went wrong? Sigh.
I super dislike owing people money. Cause end up I'll still need to pay off my debts and I'll still be broke. I don't like others to treat me eat. It just feels so wrong when there's no occasion and others treat me cause they know I'm broke. Just makes me feel even more pathetic than I already am.
I'm not trying to take pity on myself here. URGH I'm just so angry at myself!!! FML.
KAIEN.
I'm so angry. So upset. With myself.
I spend so much but I don't even know what I spend on. Why did I spend so fast?! I always say I want to save but end up it'll still be the same. Why? What went wrong? Sigh.
I super dislike owing people money. Cause end up I'll still need to pay off my debts and I'll still be broke. I don't like others to treat me eat. It just feels so wrong when there's no occasion and others treat me cause they know I'm broke. Just makes me feel even more pathetic than I already am.
I'm not trying to take pity on myself here. URGH I'm just so angry at myself!!! FML.
KAIEN.