Supposed to be completing my RJ but no mood to do so so here I am.
I wanna rant. I wanna make these feelings go away.
How?
I guess most of the time I'm colder than a reptile.
Makes myself feel better.
But well no matter how hard I try to hide how I really feel, it won't work.
Have anyone ever wondered?
The way I treat people around me?
Different people different treatment.
I have my reasons.
& it helps me realize how much I actually mean to them.
Come and go.
HTHT with Ah Piao and it didn't work much.
It's been long since the last time I had this huge urge to burst out crying.
Fighting this urge every now and then ain't easy.
Why not just cry? I don't see a reason to.
I know. Metal teeth.
Forget it. I also know forget it.
If only it's as easy as it sounds.
I'm such an ass, such a whiner.
If. If that's the reason why.
I'd rather be #foreveralone.
KAIEN.